It's been two years
Since we spoke
Two long years
So much has happened
I've changed
But
I hate my self
For what I did
My only regret in life
You were a friend
The closest I've ever had
You knew me better than
Anyone
You could see through my
False truths and acts
You could see the little boy
Cowering in a storm
You were always there
No matter what I had done
You stuck by me
A shoulder to cry on
A shelter in the rain
Light amidst the lonely darkness
Each day
I mean to contact you
Break the silence
But
I never seem to find the
Strength
What would I say
After what I did
Deep down I know you
Would forgive me
That only makes it harder
I don't deserve it
The day you needed me
The day you really needed
My help
I ran away
I ran away
I was too scared
Seeing you struggling
In the sea of life
I was too scared
Scared you might not make it
Scared of where I'd go through
To help you
