Darkness

Nothing but Darkness
Nothing but shadows
Nothing but lonlyness
Nothing but evil

Since you've left i've felt so alone
Since you've dissappeard i'm left to fight for myself in this hell whole we call home

I wish i let you stay
I wish i would have listen
I wish I just talked to you
I wish i told you how i felt

I was so angery at you
I was so mad
I was so hurt

You stayed out all night with her
You talked about your dreams with her
You kissed her on the hand
You told her you cared for her

When you told me all of this I broke down and cried
When you tried to hold me close and tell me why I pushed you away
When you tried to say"She's an old friend" I didn't listen
When you tried to kiss me that magical way you do i slapped you

I told you to go to hell
I told you to get out
I told you to drop dead
I told you to go and kill yourself

You left that night with a tear in your eye
You left that night thinking i didn't care
You left that night with a plan in mind

You went home and wrote me a letter
You went home and cut your wrist to deep
You went home and took those damn pills
You went home and layed on your bed
You wend home and slowly died

I found out the next day
I walked in on your dead body
I found you bloody and dead
I wasn't told
I wasn't held close and told it would be ok
I was alone with you
I was left to look at your souless eyes
I was left to tell your mom

You hunt my dreams every night
You hunt my thoughts
Your broken souless eyes stare back at me in the mirror

You left me with nothing but darkness
You left me with nothing but hate
You left me with nothing but bitterness
You left me with nothing

Nothing but Darkness
Nothing but shadows
Nothing but lonlyness
Nothing but evil

I am left here in this cold world of hate
I am left here in the hell we call home
I am left without you
I am left in darkness

I'm sorry my love
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry

(Please forgive the spelling)