Distant

I feel distant
From this world
Each day feels
Like a nightmare
Time just passes by
Like I'm non existent
Am I invisible?
Am I dead – a ghost
It feels like
I am no longer around
Why can't I feel
Why can't I hear
I feel nothing
My body's gone numb
I hear nothing
As is I was deaf
Everything's inside
My hurt, pain, and sorrow
I feel like I don't matter
Gone- no longer here
The world feels distant
As if I am standing in the back
Everything a blur
Everything I hear
Goes away
Everything I see
Disappears
As is I am left alone
In this dark, cold world
I feel distant- gone
From this world
From anything
From everything