Nothing/but despair

Sometimes I wonder why I'm waking up for nothing
Why there isn't a cute girl by my side anymore.

Why i was fired from my job.
Why my parents divorced,
then I realize that I could have it worse,
I could be homeless and sick, or dieing on a street curb.
Starving in some alley, or begging for spare change.

But what good is life when everyday you wake up and,
your facing Nothing?
Nothing but war on the news, shooting in schools, neibors killing neibors, and teens stabbing each other. what good is waking up if literally your facing Nothing...
but despair