I am internally bleeding
I am strong, independent
yet needing
-an answer, an ending
E..ternally wondering
E..ternally aching.
I long for a silhouette, mere shadow
any shadow
to penetrate the callous around this heart.
I long to ravish lips, steal kisses once mine
Skin on skin, breath against breath
Subtle interwined fingers, a hug from behind
and an arm around this shoulder
I longed for him...to grow older
but with me.
Guards down, heart over head
Choose love over lust,
full promises over an empty bed
Now bedridden, gasping to say
things left unsaid.
I am infected
by aching dreams
and light eyed prince charmings
internally bleeding
still in much needing
of a soft kiss
perhaps not from your lips
of an action, any kind of action
outside of many, yet meaningless words
of a hole filled
not crowned in his form
of a cure
outside of the corny poetry written out of
an attempt
to be done
to move on
to hurry the repair of a broken heart
caused by broken promises
accepted and believed by a broken person
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