Tired

I am so tired.

I'm tired of living my life
I'm tired of breathing in air
I'm tired of looking at the knife
I'm too tired to care.

Stop pestering me with insults
I pay them no attention
Stop looking at me that way
I don't even notice.

I'm so tired I could die
In my sleep all alone
Would they even cry
I'm frozen asleep to the bone.

Why do you confide in me?
I'm too tired to care
I don't know what to say
I don't know.

I'm so tired I could fall
Into blood covered sheets
I wouldn't need to crawl
For death to meet.

I'm so tired I could die
But would they even cry?