Do you not care?

Everyday I wonder
the reason of this all
the point of getting hurt
its like being thrown at a wall.

I put up with so much
from little to big
all the stuff you put me through
it makes me think you dont care.

I hate what you do
its not like i should care
but a part of me does
as bad as it hurts me.

I wish you would change
its been 31 years
isn't this enough
whats the point of the drugs.

You really need to stop
because your hurting me bad
wont you do this for me
or do you not care just like i think?

July 4th 2007
Chelsea