My life was mine to take

My heart still tells me
you love her deeply
you can not forget her
if so you will be hurt

then my head says no
you have to let this girl go
she is not worth your time
she last on the long line

my eyes start to bleed
my head stops to think
why must you cry
why do you want to die

she is so awful
she is so loveless
you must get through this
you must get past it

my wrist bleeds my blood
the pain has taken over
i put my head in my hood
my life is going under

the light starts to fade
they interred way to late
i think i made no mistake
my life was mine to take