A Secret Love (Two Different Worlds)

I hide in the shadows
Watching your every move
Laughing with your buddies
Flirting with the girls
To you I'm just another girl
Never good enough for you
Always invisible
Only when nobody's looking
Do you even spare me a smile
Only when you need help
Do you even bother
spending some time with me

I know the true person
That you are inside
But you keep denying
Who you really are
Why I ask you
Because you would be a nobody
Without popularity
Because nobody would like you
Much less love you if you
Didn't like yourself?

Well I do and I did
When you thought you
Were nothing
I loved you
For everything you were

But as you became more and more
Distant
I grew sadder
As you left me hanging,
Lying in the dust
To deal with my own pain

Every day I wondered
Why it just couldn't me
Until I drove myself crazy
Letting you hurt me so
Someday you will understand
My true worth
One day you will regret
ever letting me go
Sooner or Later you will be hurt
And you will finally realize
How much you really needed me.

-xArunaex