This is My Life

by xArunaex   Jul 6, 2007


Silently it creeps
Hidden beneath the shadows
It watches
Waiting
Eating away your hope
Replacing it with doubt
Slowly it blows fear
Into your heart
Stabbing you with new pain
Making you suffer
In misery
No, go away!
I must not weaken.

Darkness engulfing
Your feelings
Not knowing what to do
Where to go
Confused, hurt, sad
Lonely, lost
Wandering the depths
Within yourself
Crying, screaming for help
Seeing nothing, hearing nothing
Nobody comes
Where is everybody?
No, this is my battle!
I must do this on my own.

Staggering on your feet
Trying to pick yourself up
But there's no strength left
There's nothing to fight for
Wanting to give in
Giving up to the dark
There is no more light
To shine your way
No, I can fight for me!
I will make light.

Sitting in a pool of depression
With only memories by your side
True happiness once
Now seems so long ago
No, I don't want to remember anymore!
I will make new memories.

It hurts
It stings
Too incredibly much still
Trying to run
Wanting to escape
The ache is too much
No, I must be strong!
I will bear it.

Because I believe in who I am
Because I would be missed f I was gone
Because I got things that yet need to be done
Because I have the spirit...
The resolve...
The motivation...
The right.
Yes, I'm determined to make it through!
I have to do it for myself
This is my life.

-xArunaex

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