You tell some that you're still with her.
well if thats true you've gotta be cold...
to be with so many others while your still with her.
You told me that she betrayed you more than once...
and maybe i was foolish to trust you so...but i fell for you and I'm still blinded by that love for you.
They keep telling me your a player, and i might believe them but i cant help still loving you...even though you say you love me i know that you don't.
you care like a friend should but its not love my friend.
yeah i blew my chance to be with you, but it confuses me that you still ask those things of me when surely you would be onto your next girl by now. or is it still the girl that holds your heart who gave you what you've given us.
well your my first love and the love is still strong,
even if its wrong, it matters not to me.
if your playing me well and good for you.
you broke my heart once
I've kept it together thus far
so nothing can break me anymore.
all that matters right now is that you're happy
no matter what that means..
I'm still gonna be here, you cant lose me no matter what
like i said your my first love
our friendship has survived through all the pushes of the boundary
so for now its infallible and its strong.
while i may be withdrawn in complying with what you want. I'm not entirely uninterested.
its protecting me for now just to be strong enough to say no when all i want to do inside is say yes.
but when it comes down to it i cant bring myself to follow through...its a fear that holds me to the spot.
its not the rejection. I've faced that more than once.
its not the heartbreak...so much
its not that you're probably playing me...
its more that its fear of the bad all together
