Liquid Suicide

I sit frozen with fear
Staring confused at what I've done
My hands a crimson as warm as the sun
The scars are wounded again
Leaking slowly into sin

As my life dwindles
In and out
My life force bleeding out
A sharp blade lies about
A murder weapon of self doubt

My eyes are entranced by a fading light
Slowly turning into night
As I look at my self mutilation
My guilt pulsing out

My body goes into shock from the pain
Caused by the drain of my wrists stain
As I sit motionless in a bath of blood
My hateful life flashes before my eyes

While I cry my last tortured tears
Paralyzed a victim of my own fears
The shadows draw near
Pulling me in
But slowly I drift out

As my conscience cries out for help
Only silence alone replies
The tap leaks its last drop
A moment frozen in time
My heartbeat stops

While I sit defenceless to my self hurt
Loneliness a witness to this guilt trip
No turning back from this cursed crime

The darkness consumes my vision tonight
The grim rules my soul’s demise
Death has won this liquid suicide