Dear paddy,
i no you'll neva get 2 read this coz heaven is jus 2 far away..
i jus wish u would come bak there is so much i wana say..
y tha hell did u hav 2 leave u were 2 young 2 die..
i neva got 2 say a proper goodbye..
i love u so much patrick i dont no wat 2 do..
i dont no whether life is worth living without u..
i feel like running i dont no where some place 2 hide..
everything is jus locked away inside..
stop wif tha games paddy i no ur stil here..
i no this coz i seen u u wiped away my tears..
it might've been a dream but it seemed so real..
wat m i gonna do i dont no how i feel..
i wana b happy but its 2 hard 2 act..
i wana b brave but i cant i no that 4 a fact..
1 thing i do no is i need u pat 2 help me..
u always new wat 2 do wen no1 else could c..
ur tha only guy that understood y i was so shy..
now that ur gone all i do is cry..
so PLZ PLZ paddy come bak im begging u..
cant u c that i NEED u..
i suppose it wont happen i dont no y..
so i guess this is it pat i LOVE u n goodbye
