Pain and agony despair and tragedy
all the times I let you in
you slammed the doors
on the sinister calamity
laughed in the dark
a painkiller a hour
keeps the reality away
so faint then I don't have to
realize that you ripped me apart
left me standing under the wings of
hopeful nights
and the falls of an impure
sanity leaves me thirsting
for the taste of a once begotten
forbidden fantasy
of a lovers embrace and lust for
the warmth I get from your
hand to my thigh
the giggle of though that I once
believed would be mine..
until then never again will I
fall deep into the trust of
a hopeful love
