My baby

I only knew you for an hour or two
But I wanted to know to know you more
I wanted to hear your first words and laugh
I wanted to see you smile at me
I wanted to say I love you to your face when you were older
I wanted to hear you say I love you too mummy always have and always will.
I wanted to struggle handling you in your teenage years
My little angel you didnt deserve a mum like me I'm only 14 remember
But here I am saying these words a mother shouldnt be saying never mind a 14 year old girl.
Its not my fault I never wanted to it he made me I dont why this all happened
i love you and i will always will!!!
But one day my little angel I will come and stay with you.

this is for my baby girl called emma, she died hours after her birth.
to my baby girl,
hi emma even though you died hours after your death i feel like i know everything about you, all i want is you to be here with me, its only been 5 days and its feels like a life time . i dont know what ill do with out you but,
i want you to know that mummy loves you so much it hurts...
sleep tight darling
mummy
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