My heart was up for the steeling but instead i just gave it too you no fights no frights but i am stuck wondering if you took it without wanting it i keep trying to contact you but i feel as if i am talking out loud too my self and writing to myself i thought i felt it in my heart i knew that you were the one i wanted too give it too. but did i act too soon or was it just another one of my silly fantasy's of trying to find my prince charming, fairy god mother, glass slipper and my favorite. part from all the fairy tales "and they lived happily ever after"
i am afraid to love but for some reason i just cant stop doing it, i see what love has done too my family and the whole life i used too know and love now its all just a lie
but i don't want you too be a lie i want you there i need you there when i think about you i see that little spot of hope and i wish that little spot of hope would grow, light my life again and save me from this black hole that keeps pulling me in further and further i thought you were my king of spades and i was your queen of hearts, you were my peter pan and i was your tinker bell, my night in shining armor, i miss talking too you, your eyes, your smile, and your big heart
what ever you do don't run too far with my heart but if you decide too please come back or, take me with you.
your the only thing i need and want. i would count the stars, touch the sky, swim in the milky way and cry as many tears as stars i counted if i could hear your voice for a minuet thats all i wast 60 seconds of your time even if it the last seconds of my life i want them too be spent hearing your voice but in the end its all your choice
but i really wish too hear your amazing voice again even if its the last time and if you never want too speak too me again i completely understand from the bottom of my almost broken heart.. i love you
