Under all the lies and the cries the make-up the rumors fake smiles fake friends the calls at one am the drinking the fighting the words that were said in your head and the words said in my bed the bruises the cuts all the nights spent in a rut the hugs and kisses all the fake a** b******* the jealousy the sweaty palms and butterflies in my stomach all the time i spent worrying about you
your brown hair and ash blue eyes the way you make me smile and that silly way you laugh and every thing about you the way when we fight always ends in a great night the arguments we had about who was sexier the way you made me feel like i was the only person in the world besides you the dreams the schemes the notes you never wrote the songs you never sang the phone calls never made and that time we never danced in the rain when i was cold the way you would hold me and hand me your sweat shirt the way i fell head over heels the notes i wrote that you never got too see not the pain but the gain that you gave me i was happy when i was with you but sad when i was without
he yelled he screamed but all i could was stand there and take the pain while tears ran down like rain i tried too tell her but there was no help too be found she broke me inside more gave me more tears and more fears she took him, my dad the only one i would ever know, from me now there is nothing too do but be sad
but then you came around and that turned my frown upside down you said "don't worry babe every thing will be alright here, with me" i am here now but deep down inside i still feel the pain, but here with you i feel better like before this disaster came too town now only one thing is true, one thing is true my heart belongs too you weather you know it or not.. its my gift only from me too you
