The Master of Disguise

If you looked into my eyes
I bet you'd never know
That my life has been all downhill
Since he let me go

I've become very good at this game
I'm the master of disguise
I can make anyone believe I'm happy
When inside I just want to die

I walk through the halls the exact same way
As if he never broke my heart
You could never tell from my outward appearance
That my life has fallen apart

I still go to parties with my friends
And we dance the night away
You'd never think I'd been hurt at all
Because it never looks that way

But if you look deeper into my eyes
Until you finally reach my soul
You'll see that it's just for pretend
I'm struggling to stay in control

I'm struggling to keep this game up
And this mask tightly on my face
I can never reveal my true self
It's just that you're so hard to replace

But day by day I still wear this disguise
After all I've become a master
There's nothing he could do to make my life worse
It's already become a disaster

There's nothing else that I couldn't take
Nothing more to come as a surprise
Nothing more to tear me down
I'm the Master of Disguise