In the end

Surprised and shocked
not knowing which way to turn
screaming on the inside
wondering what to do next

should i do it?
going against their wishes
if i don't
what will people think of me?
am i a loser
that doesn't take a chance?

is life Worth living if this is my life?
so many questions
lots of answers
but with little truth

in the end
i will find out
who i really am
and with no doubt
i will become
who i want to be
and myself i will always love