Life

Everyday I feel the same
I feel like I want to die.
My eyes are always puffy
Cuz all I do is cry.

I've dug so many holes again,
Told people some of my issues.
But no matter how much I talk
I keep on running out of tissues.

I don't know what to do
I have no motivation.
I try to get out of class
In every situation.

I want to crawl into a hole
And not come out for weeks.
I want to get rid of my moods
With all their valleys and peaks.

Sometimes I try to smile,
When all I want to do is frown.
Even though a smile is only
A frown turned upside-down.

I keep on making excuses
To not go to school.
I run from my problems,
Because then I think it'll be cool.

To look for help won't do any good
Cuz I wouldn't know what to ask.
I don't know where to start
Because I mess up at every task.