Fear

You told me your moving away
To be with a man to stay
I was hurt deep inside
Thinking you will be out of my life

Re-assurance I may need for years
The fear still is here
The past is hard to let go
Sometimes I just want to crawl in a hole

The past is haunting me inside
Fear of being left behind
Many have left me for good
Like my mommy did

You have been the only one
Who has tried to make me understand
That you will not be taking flight
Just to stay out of my life

You have tried your best
Convincing me you are not like the rest
So far you have not turned your back
And I thank you for that

It will take me time to trust your words
That you are not out of my life for good
It helps to know that I am part of the plan
For me to stay in your house is grand