Grater than my self

Beautifully a tear past down my eye

In a warmth wonder

An ache in my heart came over me like thunder

I had to take a moment to catch my breath

I felt as if for only a passing moment

It came and left

But in this moment the one right now

It is raining on my heart and beginning to scare

I feel as if my whole life has gone away far

But I now see some thing ahead of me

And it is in my reach but yet I let it be

To me it is only a passing hope a let down

For my heart a passion I once new

That left a mark

What is all this pain I feel in my heart

It shoots at me like a flaring dart

My life is passing before my vary eyes

And in this feeling my eyes have all ready cried

Who am I and why am I here

And why do I live in so much fear

I hide from love and yet I donâ??t know why

I look for answers I look tto wardsthe sky

So much pain I have felt in my past

But why dues it stay why dues it last

Shades of gray cloud my heart and mind

I thought a great love I was destining to find

I feel a higher purpose in my life I should do

But pain a heart ache is all that I new

I put love in all that I see

I found a love grater than my self

In my Grater power grater than me