Softly but violently crying I lay in bed,
I wish I was what I use to be but I am something else instead,
I hate myself to a large degree,
all I have ever wanted was to be was free
but NO I am trapped in a nightmare
the only way I can get out is to sacrifice,
Sacrifice myself, as I cut deep into my flesh I feel near,
I love the feeling yet I still feel fear,
I want someone to join me, be with me forever,
But no, no one loves me,
For I have changed my key,
I will leave forever, no never come back,
Even when I am out of here I fear the pain will still attack!
