When hello means goodbye

How should i feel now
now that your gone
out of my life forever
i know there is memories of you
i know i think of you all the time
but i didn't use to think of it like this
i knew it was going to be hard
i love you
but i never thought it would be this hard
to lose you
how should i feel later
later as in the future
10 or 20 years from now
i won't forget
and i won't ever stop thinking of you
you are my family
i wish i had known you better
i love you
but goodbye
i will talk to you again someday