My tears could never go stray...

Sometimes the unexpected,
Comes around soo undetected,
Sometimes the predicted,
Crashes unlike expected....

Still we have the ability to move on...
Suddenly realising that the irreplacable has gone,
All truths are vaguely known,
But suddenly you seem all alone...

I wish it would rain,
It could wash away all my pain,
This truth could turn me insane,
Alas! i still wait to harvest my perpetual gain....

I laugh it up saying its just tears,
But vaguely they reveal my hidden fears,
iI need to move on for my dears....
Just sit with them ans say a chokeful cheers.......

Time passes by so slow,
Ultimately i end up with no place to go,
I want to hide and cannot show...
But in front of fate,i have to bow....

You were my destiny
You were the ultimate fantasy
You were the one who drived me crazy
Hehe...you were the one i called lazy

But now we have nothing much to say
How could we have drifted so far away..
Even though i watch from bay,
My tears could never go stray...
Now i have to choose my own way...

You tend to remind
Me that i left you far behind,
But all this time i was waiting on your side
Giving you all the time to decide...
Your decisions cannot ever bide..
Whether i need to surf in your own tide...

Tears will fall,
But i will no longer call,
You to remind you of my miseries and have a ball,
I need to stand tall
Keep my head held high in the hall...

When i walk across you...
To show that i moved on..
From the pain i had forgone

No more will i cry in my own shell,
There is nothing now left for you to tell
Our story was dramatic enough to sell....
You did everything so well,
To make my life a living hell.......l

Goodbye is the last word,
To all dreams that you tore
To all the promises you could swore...
I promise not to let my tears to go stray,
Neither will they be wasted away ,
On a painful realisation
Which is so hard to say...

Malini Nair.......