Only reason i lived

Since the day he met her
he had loved her so
told her she was beautiful
and everyday he'd let her know

nothing could compare
to what they had together
hed hold her close to him
and tell her hed be there forever

he'd sit sith her through anything
whisper sweet things into her ears
he had the perfect life with he
and it seemed he had no fears

one day he came home from work
expecting her at the door
he looked all around the apartment
and found her on the floor

she was laying kind of awkward
there was blood covering the mirror
he started crying as he walked over
noticing her wrists as her got nearer

he kneeled down beside her head
and pulled her up to his chest
he looked all around the room
to find a note sitting on his desk

'baby you know i love you
and im sorry i had to let go
i cant stand these feelings i have anymore
my life was going by too slow'

'i know that we said forever
but i couldnt stand this guilt anymore
crying myself to sleep each night
my heart is just too sore'

'i didnt know what to do anymore
cause while you were out there was this guy
i dont want to hurt you anymore'
she signed the not with love and goodbye

he read the note over and over again
he just didnt understand
he cried as he held her in his arms
and grabbed the razor from her hand

the pain was so intense
soon it was his blood on the floor
he had to get rid of all the hurt
but it didnt it just brought more

"i'd rather spend my life with you
whether in life or in death
i dont care about the other guy
i still love you like i've always said"

"yes you may have made a mistake,
but that i can forgive
so now ill kill myself too
because you were the only reason i lived"

he lay down beside her
his face as white as hers
all those feelings of suffering and pain
finally turned into blurs

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