For the first time in a long time
your face didn't haunt me
as deep in love with you as i was
one night was all it took to make it disappear
i don't stare at my phone anymore
waiting for you to txt me n let me know you care
last night i stayed up and deleted old txts from you and to you
i never realized how many i saved
it was as many as the amount of times i tried to save us
but i wasn't enough for you
you didn't love me enough to fight for me
so you left me... and you are now living a lie
tell me baby... how does it feelto know you don't have me anymore
does it feel good... you happy now...
something tells me you left me a long time ago and i never believed it
so tell me baby.... are they everything you wanted in a partner?
was it worth letting me slip right through your hands?
was it too much to ask to be treated like a person with feelings?
a person who cared so much about you?!
i guess it was.... i guess you couldn't be who you were
i guess you had to be what they wanted you to be....
the one thing that your not...
and maybe you will realize that soon...and when you do... and you will...
it will be too late for us....
cuz baby.....last night my heart died.....
and a wall was put up around it....
good luck trying to break your way to the hole in my chest...
good luck.... living your lie......
