Untold happiness

From here I can see it all
From up here I feel so alone
Stuck in your loving grip, I'm forced to watch all your games
You smile and laugh, but its a fake laugh

From here I can see it all
From here I feel alone
But you are here like always
You catch me when I fall
I look up at you, I see your smiles

You are here like always
You caught me when I fell
Still I look up and see your smiles
They were radiant
Now I they seem so false

You where here like before
Trying to catch me when I fell
When I fell from where you sent me
Now I can see through your fake smile
Your lips they ring like the bells of old
Not able to hold in a sound

Now I see through your fake smile,the radiance gone
Now I see through you
You now see me change, it brings a tear to your eye
I'm not here to apologize
I'm here to enjoy your pain
It will be painful, but nothing to what you have put me through
So remember these words
" I HATE YOU!!! and I always will"