Trust is a hard hing to gain back

She worked hard for that smile

she couldnt do that before

she wasn't used to it

she's used to all the crying

she's used to being sad

that's her comfort

that's what she knows best

she promised that she would try to do better,
if only for 5 seconds

but those 5 seconds are up

time for reality

this is her reality:

she's sad

always has been always will be

she played your little fairytale world

she hates it

she has her own story

a story writtne on her skin

a story as a reminder

she'll never trust again.