Why???

I feel so empty, so alone, so afraid
Recently its been getting worse, so much worse
My head filling up with many thoughts
Thoughts of what I want, what I need to be happy

Everywhere I look I see happiness
Couples kissing, holding hands
Jealousy sweeps over me so quickly
Why can't I have that

Why won't someone love me for me
and save me from this loneliness
I see people getting on with life content with who they are
Why can't I have that

Why can't I find myself amongst this confusion
and discover what I want
I'm so scared
I don't want to be like this anymore

I feel this will last forever
and I will never be happy, be content
Feel love, feel myself
Feel life