Sins Shown Within My Eyes

As tears slip slowly down onto my chin

Here I lie just remembering all of my sins

They drip into the sink with all of my memories too

As I sit and wonder whatever else I could do

As I look into the past and see every wrong thing that I have done

The pain and the suffering that I have caused just about to everyone

There are all types of sins that are stuck in my head

Just making me feel like I am completely dead

I can honestly say that I am now more depressed then ever

And I sit and wonder why God just doen't pull down the lever

Many times I just pray that he just understands

As I'm in my own mind also cannot grasp the meaning of my own cruelty

As the weight of my sins just keep pulling me down

To the world of the unknown

and the lonely existence that remain in my heart

So here I remain just seeing my past

And wondering how long this nightmare will last