She dragged the blade a crossed her wrist
But it wasn’t the first time she had done this
She had stopped herself for just a while
She even fooled everyone with her fake smile
Make-up covers all the tears
She hides herself from every mirror
Disgusted by what she thinks she’ll see
She thought of how she was and what she wanted to be
She wanted to be loved like any other would
But she knew deep inside that she never could
So for now her blade is her best friend
And she prays for the day her life will end
