Unanswered Questions

Feelings I do not
Belong.
Is there another
Place?
How can I find it?
This is not my home.

Is death an answer?
When I die,
will my spirit at last be set
Free,
to finally be taken to it's one true
Home?

My heart will die heavy,
trimbling till the last beat,
when i can finally say,
Good Bye.