It Couldn't Be

Blood drips from my veins,
like rain from the sky.
Hits the carpet like a waterfall,
sitting here, waiting to die.

I start bleeding profusely,
after one last slit.
My body starts to shiver,
my brain and heart start to quit.

I can feel the blood dripping,
not just on the floor;
it's running down my arm,
can't feel pain anymore.

My eyes close and re-open;
now I can't see.
My body is breaking down;
there is nothing left of me.

I try to stand, but can't,
and crash down to the floor.
I start to see things,
I've never seen before.

A bright light and a hand,
that is held out toward me.
I think to myself, is it God?
no way, it couldn't be...

...could it?