He cheated

I didn't ask for much
i just tried to please
a grown up girl
with a past as a tease
thats all that she knew
but now shes alone
but this little girl
can handle her own
her life is depicted
in the shadows of hell
grown up as a victim
as a rapists best pal
she only felt wanted
with her head in a lap
of a guy she didn't know
except for his bad rap
so used she cries out
but god doesn't hear
thats what she thought
till she met love so clear
he made her heart stop
with his hand in her own
his hugs were so soft
creating sand out of stone
till he grew up too
and became one of them
she once was his girl
and it lasted for years
but in the end it brought
all the painful past tears
he cheated she stayed
and thought to herself
that wasn't the same
hes just playing a game
now shes all alone
her heat permanently stained
love was hope now a lie
she used to cover her shame
unwanted by life
she cries out in pain
but no ones there to answer
so she takes her own life away