Missed love

I'm not trying to think of you
I'm trying, just to get rid of you

my minds mixed up as i lay down
my heart is heavy for your missed love

i try so hard to not think of you
but all day long,you're in my small world of doom

the pains still around it never goes away
my tears run down my pale face

i cry at night when i think of you
I'm all messed up,ever since you left me all alone