Hate...

I hate that i still love u,
i hate that i see u everyday,
i hate that i live nex door to u,
i hate that u put me through so much pain,
i hate that i trusted u,
i hate u more each day,
i hate that i dont hate u,
i hate that i want u to stay,
i want u to stay in my life,
but not just as a friend,
i want u to stay in my life,
til the very end.