Everynight...

Everynight i stare at the stars,
everynight i have new scars,
everynight i pop a pill,
everynight i get more ill,
everynight i cry myself to sleep,
everynight i feel more weak,
everynight i drink until i pass out,
everynight i hurt and i doubt,
everynight i feel more pain,
everynight is all the same,
everynight i get out my small shiny blade,
everynight i slowly fade,
everynight i cut and i dice,
everynight i can hear my skin slice,
everynight i tremble with fear,
everynight i wish i wasnt here,
everynight seems so long,
everynight i do something wrong,
everynight countless tears i shed,
everynight i look at all the blood ive bleed,
everynight i have twisted dreams,
everynight i shout and i scream,
everynight my emotions run wild,
everynight i fell like a lost child,
everynight i feel empty and hollow,
everynights just last nights tomorrow.