Problems I can take

Lying awake,
this is more than i can take
things in my head
i'd rather be dead
an escape from the pressure around
it drives me in the ground
no one seems to understand
is it this hard to be a man
i'm trying to please, doing all that i can
my eyes open black
i see no way back
from the very hole im in
the earth is moving in
to bury me inside