Unreal

Do you ever think other people have feelings too?
That you shouldn't always go around just thinking about you.
All you care about is yourself
you don't care for no one else.
You've changed so much in the past year
which used to be yet my biggest fear.
Not another tear shed
our friendship is dead
by the awful things that you have said
that keep lingering on in my head.
I reach over the bed
for that nearest pill
In hope when I pop it none of this is real.