They Always Win <3

Im not myself anymore
all i do is let people down
the temptation is so strong
id be better off in the ground

i cant do anything right
no matter how hard i try
things dont just get better
no matter how much i cry

These pills and this blade
are telling me once again
that a few little cuts and pills
will take away this pain.

so this is what its like
trying not to give in
but i know they will convince me
because i know they always win...