Letting go

I didn't die with you
Was not laid to rest
So why am i so far gone
I no longer see me
Like i no longer see you
Photos are placed
but memories have left without a trace
please show you're face
make me remember
Bring back my September
Stop these tears
Must face my fears
I cant bring you back
But I wont walk away
I try to forget
Yet I try to stay
I want tolet you go
But I'm holding on and you know
my mind is saying goodbye
But my heart is saying no