Crimson red tears!

Tears streaming down my face,
knowing what is coming.
my life is going to change,
that for sure is fact.

afraid of myself and,
the secrets that i withhold.
afraid my tears will return
to crimson red.

leaveing me with scars to hide.
leaveing me with shame.
leaving me with out my pride.

i try to free myself i try to hide,
but my mind finds me everywhere.
no place to hide no getting away.
just leave me with my fears,
just walk away.