How to loose a friend in 10 days

Heart in a bottle.
Sky's are Grey.
Wakes up and wonders
where she is any way.

Witch ever way the wind blows,
the trees sway .
She prays for another chance
another day.

Lost in the meaning of love
in neon lights above.
Splits her skin open
when life gives her a shove.

Shes high every day
theres nothing she wont do,
theres no price
she wont pay

For weed pills and booze.
In her mind she cant loose.
But in my heart I know I lost her to drugs.
She reads me a poem called temporary hugs.

My eyes tear.
my heart tares.
I sink low
in my chair.

In her mind she flies.
In Gods hands
His eyes
She reaches for the prize.

To her its just
an average day.
Wondering why
she woke up any way.