Die

Why must everything keep being this way
I don't even want to live
I really want to get away
I don't have a thing left to give

No one really even cares
About the things I do or say
But what they say to me just tears
And pulls what's left of my heart away

Everything just feels so numb
I'm spinning out of control
Everyone thinks that I am dumb
This is all starting to take it's toll

I don't want to think or feel, or breathe
I only want to waste away
I want to watch all of my blood seethe
Out of my pores, and melt away..

All of this has made my heart be torn
It makes me just break down and cry
Why was I ever even born
When now all I want to do is die...