I ran in my dark room
painting my face with tears
clinching for one last touch
i've never wanted to end up this way
what is it that i'm fighting for?
i'm waitng for you
why did you left me?
i cant save myself anymore
i rather save you life
if i go crazy would i still be alive?
curled up...gasping for deep breaths
fighting for someone
i truely want to stay with
but he gives me nightmares
bad thoughts of punishments
cause i know deep down
i really dont deserve this
i've deep love towards him
i let myslef go
and lights appear
they seem to be
my inner heart of hiding you
