Deliver me

Looking at my pretty face, causes u to make assumptions
Well that smile of mine, tells so many lies
My smile doesn't say I feel out of place, like a creature from outer space
But the truth is, I'm hurt and oh so confused

Instead of telling me I'm so blessed
I want you to take one moment, just one
to let me get this leech off my chest

I'm begging you please, give me the time of day
Remove your blindfold
for i have so much to say

You know the saying "what does a man profit if he gains the whole world but loses his soul?"
Well I am that man, well woman
Completely broken, mortified, heart ice cold
But still my pain will remain to be untold

I feel like an actress
no one knows the real me
But I wish I was a ghost
so through me, you can see clearly

I'm praying God, oh, God
For your light to shine down on me
Expose the darkness for what it is truely
So finally I can be me
God please emancipate me
So I can be free

I counting on you (1.2.3...)
To make my wish come (4,5,6..)
I won't stop (7,8,9...)
Until It is salvation that I've won
(1,2,3...4,5,6....)