Nightmare

How do I get my life back
Where do I begin
What do I start with
To make this nightmare end

I lost my life at sixteen
When my parents got divorced
Raising my 14yr old sister
Wasn't exactly my choice

My mom was to busy with ****
My dad just didn't care
So I was the one to step in
To make sure she had someone there

Now my mom is facing
A sentence of 1-10
She'll be gone, living her life
At the federal pin

My dad what can I say
He's impossible to live with
Make sure all is perfect
Deal with all his bull-shit

I guess that only thing left
Would be just to give in
Put a bullet through my head
Then this nightmare would end