Truth

Two years it as been
more if i was been true
and when i sit and think
who would believe i feel for you

i kept hiding behind the "as ifs"
the truth you can't be told
i can't say i so want you
that saying is now old

because believe this
wanting you is a not
i actually now love you
didn't i say? sorry i forgot

so as i start to prepare
for two more years of lies, no prove
i so, really, deeply love you
shame i can't tell you the truth