Shes Holding a note.
She lays in her dark and dimmed room.
Without the touch and feel of her lover.
Not Knowing What happen.
What went wrong.
Shes needs him so much, he makes her strong.
Why wasn't she there to save him from himself.
Starring at the pictures on her shelf.
The man she was looking at would never take his life.
Now shes laying there not thinking twice with the company of a knife.
The tears. the make up drips. the sorrow in her heart.
That night she was torn apart. The pain and confusion. The darkness deep within.
What happen..? how did this begin..?
Questions without answers.
He didn't leave a clue. Her plan to find out was to go to heaven.
Her task will she peruse...?
Blood and empty needles. still holding tightly to the note.
Her head was pounding. Heart was aching.
More and More tears slid away.
As she re-read they note he left to stay.
Just simple and sweet but hurtfully and questionable. empty and nothing but full and happy. sad and mad
he left the words "i did was love you and forever i will"
Screams and Blood Falls and Cries, Fights and Writes.
Began running in the rain.
Looks like a crazy lade. people would think she was insane.
most likely was. the state she was in.
comes to the cliff.
stares up at the sky.
yells out to herself "die die die".
sick of thinking, wishing and waiting.
Not a moment she can wait. to tell him what she was meant to.
Why didn't she say it before she knew she wanted to.
but scared and excited, happy at that time.
didn't know that it wouldn't work out fine.
but she loved him so much and he never knew.
she screamed it out.
and that night at 10 35 her task she perused.
I pray to god to send my sister to heaven.
even know i was only eleven
when this all happen.. i understood
when my sister didn't arrive home when she should.
so please god give the world the strength to carry on.
because i would never wont anyone to feel the same way she did that night...
